It's time for another update.i'm feeling so tired now,i have been telling myself not to be late for sch and yet i'm always late for 8am lesson..zZz..

sch reopen for year 2 haven't been that great either,we are alrdy at our 6th week,time flies pretty fast,sometimes i got this feeling,not sure if this is true,but when i look at ppl and the way they conduct themselves,some of which makes me feel disgusted and some of them makes me reflect on my personal behaviour as well,maybe i'm being too sensitive and maybe i'm not,but my senses tells me to stick by my own principals of life and not step into the wrong boundary doing the wrong things with the wrong sort of behaviour to approach life."life is never perfect,its never fair,its full of fighting and bad bloods between one another",this i'm sure some of us might feel this way,ultimately just be ur natural self and no one would have the right to question ur behaviour...


OK,some nonsense write up frm me above,its so freaking random,but seriously,i have been reflecting on wad i have done this few days,whenever i lie on the bed,i tink of stuff like wad have i done,wad am i going to do and anything under the sun that u can tink of,life have been moving at such a fast pace that i dun have the time to constantly reflect so i guess u just gotta do things right the first time or else ur not gonna learn ur mistakes but its easier said then done,its abt how u look at it..


enough its enough...let's move on,get those fuckers out of my life!


I met up with my sec sch mates last sun to head over to kenneth's hse for hse warming,he invited the few of us over to his hse for hse warming and we went,together me,ston,bk and hung met at vivo first before we head down to ken's hse.At ken's hse we tok,slack and play bball after that..really miss those sec sch days,great to see them again,sec sch days have been the best for me so far becoz i went to a neighbour sch where i get to see everything abt life,fights,public canning,vulgarities,gangster teacher handling gangsters and wad have u and wad have u not...nonetheless time flies during those 4years and now i am in my 2nd year of poly life..the se sch days when we laugh together,give teacher all sort os headache,play bball everyday after sch..i miss all this memories..

poly life have been a totally different thing all together,its a competitive environment with ppl all fighting for gradea and marks and u naturally just join in the war even if u r not very much concern or kaisu abt ur marks becoz if u dun do so,u will lose out..in this world,its ruthless,once u lose out,your out!

blah blah blah...wad i enjoy doing most in life is sports and photography,why sports?becoz i feel in sports,there is where u get ur freedom frm the realistic world,u get to do wad u like,regardless whether its competitive or just for an interest for the game,theres no hatred between 1 another,ppl get together to enjoy the game.The most relaxing sports for me is swimming,its just totally frees my mind frm any other things,i wasn't really keen in swimming when i was young,it wasn't my real passion,i just learn becoz my dad ask me to,but now i go for life guard lesson's every week without anyone pointing a gun at me,i enjoy myself there with nice ppl especially my coach,have dinner after swimming with my frends..yea,this things makes my life less stressful than it looks..


Grrr...projects are due and its time to chiong yet another last min work..

shall stop here...dun wanna go too far.=)